You're not alone. There are many organizations available to help you and provide you with important information.
AEGIS
http://www.aegis.org/
AIDS.gov
http://www.aids.gov/
AIDSinfo
http://www.aidsinfo.nih.gov/
AIDSinfo (Spanish)
http://infosida.nih.gov/
AIDSVu
http://aidsvu.org/
CDC Division of HIV Prevention
http://www.cdc.gov/hiv/
CDC Division of HIV Prevention (Spanish)
http://www.cdc.gov/hiv/spanish/
CDC Division of Sexually Transmitted Disease Prevention
http://www.cdc.gov/std/default.htm
CDC National Prevention Information Network (NPIN)
http://www.cdcnpin.org/
CDC National Prevention Information Network (NPIN) (Spanish)
http://www.cdcnpin.org/scripts/espanol/index.asp
HealthHIV
http://www.healthhiv.org/
HIVDent
http://www.hivdent.org/
Find an HIV Testing Site
http://www.hivtest.org/
CDC / HIV Testing Resources
http://www.cdc.gov/Features/HIVtesting/
National Institutes of Health (NIH) / HIV/AIDS Diagnosis and Testing
http://www.niaid.nih.gov/topics/HIVAIDS/Understanding/Pages/diagnosis.aspx
AIDS.gov – Find HIV/AIDS Prevention & Service Providers
http://locator.aids.gov/
Health and Human Services
http://www.aids.gov/awareness-days/
HIV Plus Magazine
http://www.hivplusmag.com/
Positively Aware
http://positivelyaware.com/
POZ Magazine
http://www.poz.com/
amfAR: The Foundation for AIDS Research
http://www.amfar.org/
Forum for Collaborative HIV Research
http://www.hivforum.org/index.php
UCLA AIDS Institute
http://aidsinstitute.ucla.edu/
AIDS Foundation of Chicago
http://www.aidschicago.org
AIDS Healthcare Foundation
http://www.aidshealth.org/
The AIDS Institute
http://www.theaidsinstitute.org/
The Banyan Tree Project (Asian and Pacific Islander Communities)
http://www.banyantreeproject.org/
Gay & Lesbian Medical Association
http://www.glma.org/
Gay Men’s Health Crisis
http://www.gmhc.org/
Kaiser Family Foundation
http://www.kff.org/hivaids/index.cfm
Lifelong AIDS Alliance
http://www.llaa.org/
National Association of People With AIDS
http://www.napwa.org/
National Minority AIDS Council
http://www.nmac.org/
National Native American AIDS Prevention Center
http://www.nnaapc.org/
Southern AIDS Coalition
http://www.southernaidscoalition.org/
Treatment Action Group
http://www.treatmentactiongroup.org/
UNAIDS
http://www.unaids.org/en/
Urban Coalition for HIV/AIDS Prevention Services
http://www.uchaps.org/index.shtml
Who’s Positive
http://www.whospositive.org/
The Balm in Gilead
http://www.balmingilead.org/index.php/home-page.html
Black AIDS Institute
http://www.blackaids.org/
National Black Gay Men’s Advocacy Coalition
http://www.nbgmac.org/
National Black Leadership Commission on AIDS
http://www.nblca.org/
National Black Women’s AIDS/HIV Network
http://www.nbwhan.org/mainmenu.html
Hispanic Federation
http://www.hispanicfederation.org/
Latino Commission on AIDS
http://www.latinoaids.org/
National Black Women’s AIDS/HIV Network
http://www.nbwhan.org/mainmenu.html
The Well Project
http://www.thewellproject.org/en_US/